[lyrics kanji, romaji, translation] watashi konomamade iinokana

Lyrics：Junji Ishiwatari
Music：Andreas Stone Johansson・STEVEN LEE・Soma Genda・Allison Kaplan

広いベッドは　いつもの香り　あなただけいない
これで最後の　恋にするはずが　元どおり

Tell me　私のこと思うなら
奇麗な別れはいらない
どこが　ダメか　教えて　ねえ　お願い

聞きたくないけど
聞かなきゃもう　変われない
深く息をして　あなたのナンバー
ダメだ　押せない　ああ…
また今日も素直に　なれない　バカだよね

居心地のいい人が　運命の相手だと　信じていたけど
未熟な私を押し付けただけ　やさしさに甘えて

Tell me　気づいたら周りはもう
私を叱ってくれない
何が　いけない　教えて　ねえ　お願い

言いたくないこと
言わせるけど　許して
最後のわがまま　あなたのナンバー
ダメだ　押せない　ああ…
また今日も素敵に　なれない
変わりたいのに　ああ
分かってるのに　同じ過ち　繰り返してばかり
傷つくことが怖くて　私このままでいい？
聞かずに来た　でも

聞きたくないけど
聞かなきゃもう　変われない
深く息をして　あなたのナンバー
ダメだ　押せない　ああ…
また今日も素直に　なれない
もっと素敵な私に　なりたいのに

Romaji (by iLyricsBuzz)

hiroi beddo wa itsu mo no kaori anata dake inai
kore de saigo no koi ni suru hazu ga motodōri

Tell me watashi no koto omounara
kirei na wakare wa iranai
doko ga dame ka oshiete nei onegai

kikitaku nai kedo
kikanakya mō kawarenai
fukaku iki o shite anata no nanbā
dame da osenai ā…
mata kyō mo sunao ni narenai baka da yo ne

igokochi no ī hito ga unmei no aite da to shinjite ita kedo
mijuku na watashi o oshitsuketa dake yasashi-sa ni amaete

Tell me kizuitara mawari wa mō
watashi o shikatte kurenai
nani ga ikenai oshiete nei onegai

ītaku nai koto iwaseru kedo yurushite
saigo no wagamama anata no nanbā
dame da osenai ā…
mata kyō mo suteki ni narenai
kawaritai no ni ā
wakatteru no ni 
onaji ayamachi kurikaeshite bakari
kizutsuku koto ga kowaku te watashi 
kono mama de ī
kikazu ni kita de mo

kikitaku nai kedo
kikanakya mō kawarenai
fukaku iki o shite anata no nanbā
dame da osenai ā…
mata kyō mo sunao ni narenai
motto suteki na watashi ni naritai no ni

English Translation (by Triangle Wheel)

The large bed still has the same scent. Only you are not here.
I thought this would be my last love but it's the same as before.

Tell me. If you think of me.
I don't want a beautiful breakup
Please tell me my shortcomings

I don't wanna ask but if I don't, I can't change.
Take a deep breath and... ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't be honest again today. Such a fool.

I used to believe person I'm comfortable with is my destiny.
But I've only been pushing my immature self to you, using your kindness.

Tell me. When I realized, I found that people around me do not scold me anymore.
Please tell me what I've done wrong.

I'll make you say things you don't wanna say. Please forgive me.
It's my last selfish request.  ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't become a great person again today. Even though I wanna change ah
Even though I've already expected it.

The same mistake over and over again
I'm afraid of getting hurt
"Am I okay this way?"
I've lived this far without asking the question.

I don't wanna ask but if I don't, I can't change.
Take a deep breath and... ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't be honest again today.
Even though I wanna become a greater version of myself.